By: Christiawn Emmanuel | February 11, 2018 “Self-pity is spiritual suicide. It is an indefensible self-mutilation of the soul.” –Anthon St. Maarten Raise your hand if you have ever told yourself or had someone say to you that your drinking had gotten out of control. Well gentle-people, if I could have both hands sky high … Continue reading My Drinking…My Problem
Today I have decided to create a living digital blog posting. Often times we create our blog posts, publish them with an occasional response to a comment from a reader and never return. Well this post shall be different in that I will begin with the most powerful affirmation I know and continue to add … Continue reading Ashe.Selah
If anyone has ever made you feel like you don't deserve or shouldn't be able to have anything in this world. #GodBlessThem Go after everything your heart and mind desires because YOU ARE FUCKING WORTH IT!
I'm shaking or is it that I'm shaken. Emotions overflowing. Mind is racing with thoughts of this, that him, her, them. I want to believe that 2014 isn't on repeat That this feeling of pain No not PAIN bcuz those poems have been written, signed, and sealed Sent certified mail to the those who thought … Continue reading No More
On August 18, 2014, I posted, “I chose to begin taking Pre-Exposure Prophylaxis or PrEP as another way to take back control of my life. As a man of color who is also same-gender-loving the odds are against me in quite a few ways. Instead of allowing the world to get me, I’m taking a stand with … Continue reading Taking Care of Self II
Today I had a conversation with a dear friend about how I stopped being cold on the inside as well as on the outside to others but most of all to myself. I didn't know what I had done until I had to put it into words to share my experience. What you will read … Continue reading From Chilly to Joyous
My thoughts on masturbation... Thanks for stopping by RAMBILITIES! "This is a true confession of a life-learned lesson I was sent here to share with ya'll." -India Arie
There is #pain sweeping through my men of color and those who love US. Lord I ask that you wrap your arms around each and every one of US. Hold US #LordGod in such a way that WE are able to find the comfort tgat WE are seeking within you heavenly father. My God send … Continue reading A prayer for our #MenOfColor
There is #pain sweeping through my men of color and those who love US. Lord I ask that you wrap your arms around each and every one of US. Hold US #LordGod in such a way that WE are able to find the comfort tgat WE are seeking within you heavenly father. My God send … Continue reading Sending up another prayer.
Just one #Resolution to sum up my 2015. Thanks for stopping by RAMBILITIES! "This is a true confession of a life-learned lesson I was sent here to share with ya'll." -India Arie
I identify as a Pan-gender Pan-sexual. Pan-gender because I don’t identify as one gender or the other, instead I embody all of them. Pan-sexual because my attraction is not merely to one sex or the other; gender identity & gender expression are what really tickle my fancy. I'm a humble trail blazer who believes pan-sexuality … Continue reading Pan-gender Pan-sexual reporting live…
Fact #1 For most of my middle school years I was on the brink of committing suicide. From my identity issues to family stress to just falling into a state of depression, at that point in my life death seemed like the more beneficial alternative. Fact #2 I #ENJOY women. Yes I did say enjoy. … Continue reading I Haven’t Always Smiled…