Why I Ramble?

I chose the word ramble because it perfectly describes my thoughts, my emotions, and how I express the both of them.  Even more so, my rambles make up the better and the worse parts of who I am and who I shall become; I am proud to be The_Ramblr.

I have chosen now to put my ramblez out there for the world to see, hear, smell, taste, or touch -whichever tickles you most- because I have come to a place in my own life that I need help.  I no longer desire to #CONTROL my emotions.  My desire is now to effectively manage them.  In the past, my major means of #EXPRESSION was to be a creative writer.  I would take my life experiences and put them on paper; not leaving my pain, anger, grief, anxiety and most of all depression the ability to fester or bottle up.  As a result of being overwhelmed by emotions and the life of a broken teenager…I through my pen and paper away.  I arrived at a place in my life where darkness & alcohol consumed me.  It would be almost a decade before a pen and I met on the battlefield again.

On the morning of February 2nd, 2014 -the day before my 25 birthday, I no longer wanted to be in that dark and lonely place consumed by those negative emotions and experiences.  In that moment I gave it all to the God of my understanding and began to walk by #FAITH.

It was not until July 20, 2014 that I made the decision and conscious choice to write again.  I realized that there is not a want but a need for #SOMEONE(S) to be voices for the communities they are apart of instead of just sitting back and saying nothing.

 *DISCLAIMER: This blog will not be a God rant because that is simply not how I am set-up.  However you can expect there to be things that I post or re-blog about the goodness of the God of my understanding.

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2 thoughts on “Why I Ramble?

    1. I thank you and appreciate your feedback.

      Waffles no matter the way they are cooked are just nasty in taste and texture. Growing up my mom would buy them and I would just let them sit in the freezer.

      No Bueno!!! 😛

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